GOOD BYE MY LOVER

GOOD BYE MY LOVER

did i disappoint you or let you down?
should i be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'cause i saw the end before we'd begun
yes i saw you were blinded and i knew i had won
so i took what's mine by eternal right.
took your soul out into the night
it may be over but it won't stop there
i am here for you if you'd only care
you touched my heart you touched my soul
you changed my life and all my goals
and love is blind and that i knew when
my heart was blinded by you
i've kissed your lips and held your head
shared your dreams and shared your bed.
i know you well, i know your smell.
i've been addicted to you
goodbye my lover
goodbye my friend.
you have been the one.
you have been the one for me.
请允许我用JAMES BLUNT的歌做标题和开头，因为我与她的相识就是因为这首歌。首先自我介绍一下，本人性别男，1985年生人，标准80后的性格。大学艺术节的时候靠着这首歌忽悠了她，与他一起跳了爱河，这一跳就是5年！
大学毕业那天，与很多毕业=分手的恋人不同，我毅然决然的留在了这个城市，当起了北漂一族，无数的简历，无数的面试，让本来沉默的我慢慢的变成一个精于事故的人。而她，一直保持着宅女的风范。
如同许多三流小说一样，我靠着自己的打拼和努力，从苦工，到步兵，骑兵，最后升级成英雄。然而令我没有想到的是，几年的拼杀令我得到了身外之物，可内心的那一块肉，被剜走了，鲜血淋漓。大学里听别人说，女人都需要用钱砸~！砸的越狠他们就越死心塌地。原来没钱，砸不了，现在有钱了，想砸的目标却跑了！把她带走的是个一个要长相没长相，要钱没钱，要能力没能力的“三无”劲舞少爷，说实话，写这个帖子的时候距离她离开已经3个月了，我还是没闹明白这孩子的脑子到底怎么想的。
自己一个人坐在家里，却突然发现，自己身边几乎没有朋友。不要把工作中认识的人当做朋友，无商不奸，这种朋友是靠利益维持的。可悲哀的是，现在的我，除了利益，一无所有！
很荣幸的成为了剩男中的一员，每天两点一线过的麻木，充实，内心的空缺被经济危机发生带来的压力填满，似乎不再需要另一半的抚慰。可是如今公司成功复苏之后呢，再次孤身一人。
商场得意情场失意，很多人看似胡说八道，实际上，真正的中国商业巨子们有几个拥有真正爱情的。如果说用我所有的钱造一部时光机器，我最想要回去的日期，是2004年9月20日，XX大学艺术节！再次轻轻的对你唱：
my love is pure.
 i saw an angel.
of that i'm sure.
she smiled at me on the subway.
she was with another man.
but i won't lose no sleep on that,
'cause i've got a plan.
you're beautiful. you're beautiful.
you're beautiful, it's true.
i saw your face in a crowded place,
and i don't know what to do,
'cause i'll never be with you