The Past...

语妻有泪

I like to live in the past and re-live the past. The Past... Holds wonderful memories Is my only source of encouragement. Keeps me going. Is the only beam of light that shines through the darkness in my life. Is so beautiful because it had yOu in it Is a world I live in where no one else intrudes, where no one else tells me what to do, what not to do. Who to like, who to reach out to, and who not to. Is a fantasy, is a dream, a memory that gets deeper with each passing day. Is a terror that haunts me in the night. Is a stimulant for tears to fall each night. Is a strength and determination test, that I've been failing every night. Is what they say was "stupid", I resent that. Is an invisible promise, sworn by the moonlight. Is what everyone else doesn't understand. Is my past....